It's been a while

Yes, for some of you guys know...I have a new xanga. ^ ^

I will go to some of you guys and comment as my new self. ^ ^

So yea....Bye Bye...Yuna Asakura

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HELLO BELIAL

Currently Watching Easy Breezy see related

Hello loves,

I want to apologize for James' rant...there is a couple of things I would like to clear up.

1.) About Amy - She is a wonderful friend, she doesn't treat me like shit...James kinda went evil on her and I want to say I'm sorry for his behalf. (Even though he's mad at me at the moment. >.> Like anybody cares) He's a good friend but really REALLY super overprotective. (Too clingy) He's mad at the fact that I stay home on a saturday night then spend time with my friends (who are girls) He's mad at the fact I hang out with his boyfriend then hanging out with other friends. >.> I can't help the fact that my friends are gone or they are too busy to hang out. Plus, I WAS (underline underline underling) worried about Amy, but it was just a little concern I metioned way back, before...way before Amy went Vegan (can't spell).

2.) Crying - Okay, let me clear this out. I was having a mental breakdown. There I said it. MENTAL BREAKDOWN. I got a call from my mother and she was talking about her funeral. (That's not a type of thing I want to hear about...my own mother's funeral) It was 11 Pm that night and I went over at Eric's house. James is worried that I would go all suicide on him. >.> (that's a thing in the past)

Okay those are cleared up...I think.

Oh yea, Tati: Leave me alone. How dare you comment on my xanga. You have no right what so ever.

There...>.>

I guess that's done for today.

I had fun saturday...

Like anybody cares.

Well I'm off, Later

Amy and Syl: back to old habits.

Yuna

Currently Reading Empty Heart: False Love By Masara Minase see related

GRRRRRR

Rawr, I'm mad at the moment.

You know what, fuck Tati and she can go to hell.

Okay Got that outta my system. ^ ^;;;

Good mood...Good mood.

Let's begin again,

(Eric sent me this and I just had to share with you guys...watch Mao carefully with his blue hanger. XDDDD Also watch how pissed off Shinji gets)

Hello loves,

Hey it's me...angst and pissed off.

Eric-chan and I went to go see 'The Lake House', I like it but yea, Eric cried during it. So what's up? I'm really excited that tommrow that I can go get Tetsu's present, Sam might take us (Rachel and I) to Fox Valley. ^ ^ They have bootleg Cd's and such. ^ ^ But yea, I'm really happy that I can spend some time with Sam, It's been forever. ^ ^

So yea, angst aside, Anime Lock in is coming up and I'm really happy!!!!! ^ ^ But it's on a school night, but I can get to school on time or if Grandma is nice, I can miss a day of school. ^ ^

So yea, I been drawing a lot of stuff lately, mostly my characters killing each other and reading Angel Santuary...which by the way, I'm going to check out really REALLY soon. ^ ^;;;

I'm really distracted by Dir en grey at the moment, I'm typing and watching Dir en grey's message to a Knot, which is realllllly funny. Gotta love Emo Kyo.

Bleh, I'm going insane, as usual.

I NEED ANGEL SANTUARY

Awww they are waving at me!!! Fangirls

So yea, Gotta love Dir en grey

This is what I was watching.

I was really amused.

Shinya has boobs.

So yea, I gotta go, I have some fanfiction to post

JA!!!

Yuna

Ps: YUI: I'm calling you this weekend. ^ ^ Probably Saturday or maybe Sunday. ^ ^ I lovey you!!!

Pss. When I heard this song, it reminds me of Sylmarie

Kimi ni Aitakute; I Miss You

Composer: Gackt C.

Printable Version

Romaji Lyrics	English Translation
Kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute Mou ichido kono te wo tsunaide hoshii	I miss you, I miss you more than anyone I don't want you to ever let go of my hand again
Kono heya ni mada okiwasureta kimi no omokage wo sagashiteiru yo Me wo tojireba ima mo kimi ga soba ni iru you na ki ga shite Itsuka wa atarimae no you ni Wakare ga kuru koto wakatteita no ni	I forgot where I put it again I'm looking for my memento of you If I close my eyes, even now, I feel like you're near I knew, as if it were natural We'd part ways someday
Kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute Wasureru koto nante dekiyashinai kara Kimi ga mienakute nandomo kizutsuketa keredo Mou ichido kono te wo tsunaide hoshii	I miss you, I miss you more than anyone Because I could never forget you I can't see you, and it hurts me so much But I don't want you to ever let go of my hand
Deatta toki ni koi ni ochite omowazu kimi wo dakishimeteita Sonna boku ni warainagara "baka ne" to karuku kisu shite Daremo ga deai to wakare no naka de Tashika na ai ni kizuiteiku	I fell in love the moment we first met, and without thinking I hugged you While laughing at me, you called me silly and lightly kissed me... Anyone would recognize certain love In the midst of meetings and partings
Kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute Hajimete kimi ni atta hoshizora no shita de Kimi ni tsutaetai todokanai omoi demo Boku no kokoro wa mada kimi wo sagashiteiru	I miss you, I miss you more than anyone We first met under the starry sky I want to tell you, even if my feelings aren't returned My heart is still searching for you
Itsuka wa atarimae no you ni Wakare ga kuru koto wakatteita no ni	I knew, as if it were natural We'd part ways someday
Kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute Wasureru koto nante dekiyashinai kara Kimi no tame nara sou kimi no tame nara...	I miss you, I miss you more than anyone Because I could never forget you If it's for you, yes, if it's for you...
Mou ichido kono te wo tsunaide hoshii Itusmo tsunaida te wa atatakakatta	I don't want you to ever let go of my hand My hand was always warm in yours

Currently Listening Vulgar By Dir en Grey Drain Away see related

Hello loves, okay, I'm back!!!

So exicted that my birthday is coming UP!!! X3

Plus I'm going to see Yuffie-chan!!!! MY LOVE!!! (jk, I only love Syl-chan. Sorry for the people that I broke their hearts. <3)

I sent Yui the D cd and SID, I hope she likes it.

Well...I can't do a realllly long update since I have to get some things for my sleepover with Yami...(bongage.) XD

I read Yami no Matsuei volume 9,10, and 11...which by the way is the greateste ever...BYAKKO, I LOVE YOU!!!!!

I love it when he's human. ^ ^;;;

He's so beauifiul...I love fangirling over him!!! ^ ^

Muhahahahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

*happy dance*

So yea, I <3 Angel Santuary. it's soooo awsome

It's sooo hot!!! ^ ^

But yea, Setsuna and Sara is cute too, even though they are brother and sister, but I ingored that...>.>;;;

Rosiel is sooo hot...I'm writting a KatanXRosiel fic right now..>>

Alexiel is awesome too...but I LOVE MY LOVELY ROSIEL!!!!

AWWWW SARA AND SETSUNA!!!!

Well anyways, I'm gonna go...JA!!!

Yuna Asakura

Currently Listening Withering to Death By Dir en Grey The final see related

Hello loves,

What's up? Nothing much over here! I called Yui again, her phone is evil, EVIL I SAY!!!

I can't update much since I was web searching! >.> I still love you guys!!! ^ ^

SO yea, I have a present for you all.

It took me a half an hour to type and yea, I deserve a medal for...

I TYPED A FANFICTION WITH OUT SHONNEN AI OR YAOI...AND IT'S PG 13!!!!!!!!!!!

Plus it's not Jrock either, it's Anime. Yami no Matusei...

Please R&R

It's also posted in Fanfiction.Net and also yea, My penname is DaisukeAngel. ^ ^

Here it is...

The Final

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AN: I just wrote this while listening to ‘The Final’ by Dir en grey; which is one of my favorite songs. ^ ^ BTW, this is going to be a songfic. ^ ^ Which the lyrics will be in Italics and also (//…//). Also I like to point out that Asato Tsuzuki is a tad bit too emo. Thanks and please leave lovely reviews cuz you love me…right? ^ ^;;;

Rated: PG-13 (for Emo-ness and talk of Suicide.)

~*DISCLAIMER: I DON’T OWN THE LYRICS OF THE SONG CALLED ‘THE FINAL’. THIS WAS CREATED BY DIR EN GREY, I DON’T OWN THESE LYRICS WHAT SO EVER!!! I don’t own the characters of Yami no Matsuei aka Descendants of Darkness what so ever also. I’m not making any money out of this so yea; it’s a cold hard fact.

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//The intentions is clear, I stare...with this left hand. Unable to be worded.

Every time I bleed, there lies the reason to live...and I discover world being so vivid and bright//

Tears dripped down his cheeks as he held a knife in his hands, which blood ran freely down the blade and into the white carpet. He looked down, wiping his cheek and biting his lip. It was his entire fault…if it wasn’t for him…

He should have never existed.

Everything about him, he wanted to get rid of. His heart beaten faster and faster, unable to control of his own emotions…

//Even loved ones scatter like peals from flowers in my hand.

So even if I engraved the meaning that I lived in my hand, it will only be known as flowers of vanity.

THE FINAL

One by one it multiplies...why be a sad balt.//

No one understands the pain that has been in his heart for so many years. It’s just the fact that he can’t control the sweet temptation of the beautiful vital fluid of life that comes out of his wrist as he drags the knife over his porcelain skin, watching in amazement as the dark red fluid drip out and run down his arm. What a beautiful sight.

//Deep within the hell of my heart, I can't go back.

A self-tortured loser, not being able to see tomorrow

Suicide is the proof of life. //

Ever since Hisoka came in his life, he has to work as much as he can to keep his dark secret away…knowing the young boy was an empath. A fake smile and happy mood seemed to keep the boy away for so long…but last night he found out. Tsuzuki couldn’t forgive himself for letting one mistake slip out so fast. Hisoka caught a glimpse of his wrist as stared, unable to believe it. “Tsuzuki…why?” he asked.

He didn’t answer as he got up, putting on his black trench coat and going back to his Apartment complex, locking himself in his room…ignoring the phone calls and the banging at his door…it’s just him and his knife…

//Even loved ones scatter like peals from flowers in my hand.

So even if I engraved the meaning that I lived in my hand, it will only be known as flowers of vanity.

So I can't live

What's lost can't be born again.//

He grinned wildly as he pressed his lips to his wrist, kissing the wound that he cast upon himself, tasting the metal-like taste of his own life. His amethyst eyes seemed to glow in the darkness, his lips stained with blood. He killed people…and he will never be forgiven for it. He deserves to go to hell for it…He grabbed his precious knife again and cut another line deep in his skin, feeling a rush of relief over come his body…so much joy and happiness when he is with his knife…such a wonderful feeling.

//A song that's not even seeking the proof of living

Let's put an end...

THE FINAL

Let's bloom flowers of attempted suicide.../

If only he could die…

~OWARI~

Author’s notes: Hey everyone! ^ ^ What did you think? This is actually my first non-lemon yaoi I typed. O_o Please leave reviews, I worked really hard on this.